What you've done

I'm looking in the bathroom mirror,
And I don't like what I see,
A confused face, a loneliness,
Staring back at me.

Huge bags under her eyes,
What are bloodshot and red raw,
Her face is gray and looks so old,
And that is what I saw.

Tears rolled down her cheeks,
Stained black from the eyeliner,
This is the price of a broken heart,
To much pain for this minor.

Thinking quietly in my head:
"Who can this poor girl be?"
Then with shock I realise,
That heartbroken girl is me.

Fear showed in my face,
And my anger went from red to black,
He stole my heart and crushed it to pieces,
And now I'll never ever get it back.

I don't care what he said or did,
I still love him with all my heart,
And now I feel like I can't live on,
Because I can't bear to be apart.

I feel like I need to die,
But my friends think otherwise,
I need to listen, I need to think,
And I need to open up my eyes.

I'll probably never love again,
After what I said to him,
Now I feel that this is my fault,
And my head is full to the brim.

This drama's left me so confused,
But my friends are there through it all,
I know they're right and I am wrong,
Because they're the net to stop my fall.

If I ever need a hand,
My friends are by my side,
And because of all they've said,
I havn't committed suicide.

Oh I might have tried and cut my wrist,
But I'm really not as bad as I'd be,
If my friends hadn't been there,
Then it would have been the end of me.

Lucas, Hun, can't you see?
That what you asked for, I cannot do,
I don't want you to cheat on me,
Because you're making me feel so blue.

I think we should both start again,
With someone else instead of us,
I've got my friends and you've got your girl,
And that's the end of all this fuss.

But I've got to say what's on my mind,
Even though it will never go,
Lucas, despite all we've said and done,
I still love you so...