I Thought I Quit

He just had me mesmorized
As he looked me in the eyes
Couldn't see it, but he made me blush
He gave my head such a rush
With a touch of his lips I was shocked
In a single boat that just got rocked
I guess I have to make the next move
But can I for once go with the groove
Or will I let this chance just pass
Will my shyness be my mass
But he's sexy, smart, and fine
I wonder if he'll ever be mine
My mind and heart just froze in place
Confusion written on my face
Where was he when I gave in
Now where do I begin
I chose to exit this whole game
Now I once again feel the same
I feel so stuck in the glue
Will this be something new
Can a dream possibly come true
Or should I hide behind my crew
Maybe I should let my heart chose
But even it can't read the clues
This is harder than I thought
Love is something that can't be taught
But I'll never know if I don't try
I'll always wonder "what if" and "why"
Ugh I gave this all up
Now look at my full cup
I guess I have to swallow the truth
I shouldn't waste my youth
But I'ma go with the flow
And take one step forward, very slow
Cause I can't ever rush
I have to silence logic and just hush