Twisting Heart

Why
Why can't I make up my mind
My heart's twisting up inside
I don't know if I should try
I'd break his heart
I just don't know what to do
He was my best friend

We
Are alike, yet not at all
We are different to extremes
I'm an angel next to him
My fierce protector
He is good at heart, I know
But still I worry

He
Doesn't know that I've become
Wiser, cautious and afraid
That I'd rather wait and see
How things turn out
It's not his fault, but I can't
Ignore what I've learned

I
Should be happy 'cause he's back
And I am, yet I can see
If I don't decide real soon
We'll both get hurt
But I can't convince myself
I don't still care

It
Shouldn't be this hard to find
If I like him still or not
Yet I'm torn apart and I
Can't bear it long
I will not lose him again
It would destroy me