in amusing regret
sitting among the strayaways
and praying for resistance
in amusing regret
i fail in humiliation
my mind barely standing
making no remark
you must hate it now
forgetting life
in black sheets warm and deep
dim tone
rotting screws aimed
ready for
ready to end it
sometimes we all
would love to die
if only simple thoughts
were so simple
and the nuisant
didn't love you as much as
she often does
i'm done.
i'm .. done?
call off the bitch
and bring the porcelain baby doll
they need her more
more than yourself.
Author notes
today i feel like a cold-hearted bitch
but don't worry--
tomorrow's a new day. 
