i think i waited all night, when you told me you wanted to see so badly.
the day after the day you didn't show,
there was only an element of sex and sperm to prove you'd shown up.
it is me that is in you that wants a baby.
and i think secretly, you know this.
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i think all of this makes sense now,
the emptiness on the tip of my tongue.
but i think it's safe now.
as i take your dying hand and think of what i have ahead.
nothing is as painful
as the hands that i hold.
i am glad you were able to forgive me.
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put on your walking boots,
elma's out to get you,
she won't stop here
and she won't stop there.
but it's a safe bet, she'll get you.
Author notes
i wrote all three of these on the 3rd of july.
i have no explanation of what they are and why they exist, i just randomly wrote it down and then randomly stumbled across it today.
p.s i'm not writing anymore <3
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-the emptiness on the tip of my tongue.
strength
-nothing is a painful
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-third part was really good.
