Shit...
They're screaming again
I can't hide
But I think I might pretend...
Shit...
They're screaming tonight
I can't see through all these tears
I'm giving up this fight
A noose around my neck
Eyes filling up with blood
The screaming now so distant
Will they notice that I'm gone?
Maybe life will be better
Now that I am dead
I pray the screaming stops
And that they're happy now instead
It's better this way...
I know they never really loved me
Though that is all I wanted
They're better off without me...
Author notes
My dad found me trying to hang myself one night. He cut me down and put me in a mental hospital.
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500 points, ended August 31, 2008, 19 entries
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Comments
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Wow
Thats one of the only ways i've havent tried to commite suicide. However i can relate, only my parents are dead and i live with my gm and she and i are constantly fighting and its not worth our lives, she never loved me she loved my older brother but not me i wasnt good enough for her love. But i've been hospitalized twice recently and it didnt teach me anything other than the doctors probably take all the same shit they try to give us.. anyway this is a great write, and i love it! Thank you for entering my contest and i wish you the best of luck. Keep up the great work! and i'm here for you if you ever just wanna talk!
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