thanks to you (thankful for you)

I've been missing you so so much.

I think about you every night.

But no longer am I scared to go on alone.

Thanks to you I found the courage to do this on my own.

Just know that I do still love you.



Everyday, I wonder when the wheels are gonna stop turning.

Cause I have no way of knowing where it is that I am going.

But I do know this. This is the first and best day of my life.

Thanks to you. I have found the real me.



I miss you even more when I think about you.

That alone makes me want to turn around and run home.

But it's because of you that I am out here.

I'm not going to let you down.



It's been so long since we've talked but I know the fam keeps you up on what I've been up to.

I hope all of you are truely doing fine.

Just know that I am. Though from time to time.

I begin to doubt myself. I know in the back of mind I'm still doing just fine.

I wish you could be here. I wish you could witness the changes I am going through.

But I suppose you'll hear soon enough.

So one last time thank you. You still mean everything little to me.

That's why I can't turn around.

I still have things to prove to you.

That I am going to do.

You love is what fuels me.

One of these days I'll get my last chance to pour my heart out to you.

That day you'll finally see just what you meant to me and just how much I love you.