Not as lonely as it seems

I cant hold you the way I want to
Take you by the hand
Walk with you along the beach
Making footprints in the sand
I can't kiss you in the moonlight
Or embrace you in the rain
So I lay here all alone tonight
While it's thoughts of you I entertain
But then my mind comes back to me
Rushing me back to reality
As I remind myself "He's only a friend..."
Only a friend, he's only a friend
Tell me why its so hard to pretend
When thoughts of you are engulfing me
Igniting a flame that's burning wildly
Then my mind comes back to me
It's the distance I'm remembering
So I lay back and I smile
Saying to myself "Quit acting like a child..."
Cause' its the facts that I'm facing
But its thoughts of you that I'm chasing
As my pulse is racing
Since it's you I want to be embracing
Walking my fingers down your chest
Slowly getting you undressed
Upon your lips, mine will meet
Tongues are dancing with a taste so sweet
Rolling around between the sheets
The feeling grows with the body heat
Whispering cheek to cheek
"I love you... I love you..."
As the the cold wind takes me
Rushing me back to reality
Waking me from another dream
... Another dream
........... just another dream
But its not as lonely as it seems
You're always within my mind
Where your heart is never far from mine
Soon the miles will disappear
Maybe in a month or in a few years
Until then I'll keep you close to me
Within my heart, I wish you could see
But its not as lonely as it seems
Cause' within my mind
I can make you mine everytime
Everytime ... Yes, evertime
In time I'll make you mine