Just because I had one drink too many
Doesn't mean that you could rape me.
I never wanted sex like that,
Too drunk to answer,
Too drunk to cry out for help...
YOU STOLE MY VIRGINITY!
A creep like you,
It disgusts me!
And for so long I was mad at myself,
And for so long I thought it was my fault.
But this will not bother me anymore-
You are the guilty one, not I.
You took advantage of a girl who couldn't say no.
You watched me all night,
Counting the drinks,
Counting the falls,
Waiting so patiently to have your way with me.
This was a year ago
Never has something so horrible happened to me.
(And)The only regret I have [other than drinking that much]
Is not turning you into the proper authorities
I was too afraid of what might happen to me...
Would I get in trouble for drinking at age 17?
Would my parents hate/disown me?
The thing is, I kept quiet for me.
But now I'm ready to speak out-
Any way I can.
Author notes
This entire poem is true. I had way too much to drink when I was partying with a couple friends, and the night ended very badly. But after a year of dealing with this, I think I'm truly getting over it...
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this is trully sad and beautiful. and ill hug you. although i dont know you. here's to living life to the fullest. and good luck.
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do you remember any of it since you were so drunk? or how did you know you were raped. and its really good to be able to let it all out because when you carry something like that it really wears you down to the bone where you cant fight anymore..
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i know with as drunk as i was u would think i wouldnt remember what happened but i do... at first it came in like little shots of memory- it was more like, wow that actually happened- u know like i was hoping i just passed out and it was some kind of a nightmare... well it was but... yeah unfortunately i remember- but the good thing that came from that, i learned not to drink so heavily around people im not sure if i can trust or not... bad thin that came from it [besides the obvious] is im suuuuuper nervous around guys i barely know now- and they think i think they're weird or something... but yeah...
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well being able to remember that could either be good or bad. i think it would be important if u wanted to get him in trouble or get him caught, cause imagine who else might be in the same position or even worse where they cant remember.. guys like him are worth nothing. but hopefully you can move on, and you find a guy and really get to know him, and are able to trust him..
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im in the process of that right now, but it was a guy that i knew way before that event happened- and i completely trust him because i told him what happened and he wanted to murder the guy- but thanks for caring!
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good dont let the other guy affect you..
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Wowww. I'm sososooo sorry this happened to you. I don't think I could ever get over anything like this. You penned it so honestly & brilliantly. Wow. Amazingly written. Keep up the good work & I hope you're doing well. ♥
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this is very common, this almost made me cry because i've been in a couple of situations like this, only i was high not drunk... anyway i havent gotten over mine so i'm very proud of you, dont know you but proud. Thank you for entering this into my contest and i wish you the best of luck. Keep up the great work!
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omfg im so srry brittany. if i ever see dis bitch ill stab him... it happens to many ppl, and its a bad time for everyone, but once u truly get it off ur chest, ull feel so much better. i know this sounds corny but god luvs u, ok?
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