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Behind Closed Doors

I can feel my stomach twisting.
I's driving me insane.
All of these cravings,
that I can't tame.

I can feel my heart beat,
it's pounding through my chest.
The butterflies in my stomach,
i'm starting to get depressed.

I want to feed my addiction.
It's starting to scream for more.
So, I do what I do.
I shut the door.

Now I am alone.
I am about  to take a ride.

So I light my lighter,
and get ready to fly.

I take a good hit,
my ears are ringing now.
My, that was a good one,
now I have to sit down.

I am starting to shake.
But my addiction says,
take another hit,
and then I did.

Now I'm still alone.
And there is no one there to help.
I sold all of my things,
for something; I can't tell.

I't my little secret.
I do it behind closed doors.
My heart is still pumping.
I want a little more.

 

It's a never ending battle.

It's never enough.

That's why I decided,

to finally give it up. 

Author notes

I have chosen option 2. I think it may actually be both options i'm not sure. Either way I hope it's what you are looking for.

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  • risewiththesmoke
    September 21, 2008
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    wow intense. good for u on quitting, good luck ^^


  • GenUWinePoet
    September 18, 2008

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    i liked it... but sounded a little more your still addicted rather than in recovery... but it was written well and rhymed good.


  • sherry2
    August 18, 2008
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    excellent description of addiction Jen and what one goes through.....good luck in the contest.