Faking smiles day in and day out
it drains and torture my soul...
I don't know anymore if I'm the real me
I always put a fake smile on my face as if it were a good display.
I'm tired, my soul is drained and exhausted...
I have no more goals everything in my life is a disaster...
Everyone is moving forward but I'm in a stand still.
Everyone is reaching their dreams yet I'm still in a fantasy, a dream.
I'm alive yet I feel like I'm dead
I'm just what others want me to be...
I'm tired of being a fake me...
A fake smile, a fake personality...
I always put a facade and everyone believes it and it makes me sick
I hate the people who say they love me when it isn't even the real me...
The pain of being loved for being how other wants me to be truly hurts...
I don''t know who the real me truly is
I'm tired and my soul is drained too...
Can anyone truly ee throught this masquesrade
Can anyone not be deceived by this fake me...
Please anyone find me before i give up and give in to pain
My body is tired and my soul is drained...
Silver trophy winner
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