Why is it that I cant stop thinking about you? You told me off and I still want you. Why are you so different from the rest? I was doing so good, one guy only. But yet you dont see that. I wish I could of done things differently. Maybe things wouldnt be so painful. Who knows, we might of ended up together. But that is in tha past and there's nothing I can do to change that. I dont know if I would want to change it now. I think you will be far happier with out me. I cant wait till I can get you out of my mind. I want to get rid of you, but part of me wants to hold onto you. Im split in two. And I dont know what to do. I said I only cared about one person but thats not true. You saw me fight, even though im not that good. But I fought mainly for you. I dont know why I did. But you gave me the courage to go through with it. How? I couldnt tell you. Why cant I stop thinkin about you. While I am writing this about you I am at peace with my mind. But there's nothing more I want now than to have peace of mind. Why do I always do this to myself? I just wanna find a guy worth my time. I thought you were it but I guess not. Well I dont know, its time for me to get over the past and this is me saying im done. you're gone from my heart, FOREVER!
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