A Weird Kind of Romance

You don't know what you do to me
How in one single second I could wreck my life
And tell the one person who I love goodbye
The hold you have over me is magnetic
So strong I can't seem to separate
My thoughts run with the voice of you
My heart feels heavy every time I see your face
Like nothing could ever be better
What I wanted was nothing but love
Love from the very heart of you
But there's something wrong
Its something that will never happen
And every day it makes me sadder
Especially to know you don't think of me
I have a weird kind of romance
You love to twist me around your finger
Knowing I'll do anything for you
Lead me on, giving me hope
Over half of the time letting me down
For once in your life you came through
Kept me from going off the edge
Making the time stop with just one look
Into the deep pools of my empty eyes
How I could ever live without you
Is a mystery even to me
I hope I never have to endure the pain
Even more so than I already have
Knowing I almost had you
Almost loved you
And Loved in return
I was so caught up in the moment
To realize what you were doing to me
So excited and naïve
About something too good to be true
I wished I was her
I wished I was the one you longed for
Dreamed about every night
The one you wanted most of all
It's all a lost cause
Lost hope
Lost longing
Forever you'll never admit how you feel
I know why but you don't know I know
You don't want to wreak my life
Because you know I'll fall for you so fast
And you wont be able to catch me
Leave it up to the one who will
The one who loves me maybe more than you do
Its good to keep me safe
You know my heart is breakable
Shatter at any painful moment of lost hope
Lets leave it up to the universe to worry about it
Go on and live our lives
Maybe we'll cross paths again
Till then my thoughts will be kept in check
And my love for you kept in a secret place