The Unknown[remake of the known]

I knew him for years
yet he betrayed me just the same
I never judged him
yet he judged me as a goal, a prize
I heard people whine about him
but I use to believe him over them
I never judge him
yet I can’t help to now
His choices were his alone
his horrible choices
And everybody has the right of second chances
he’s lot all rights
He has never hurt me on purpose
but that changed so quickly
He has never used me
until that horrible night that I’ll never forget
I know he has done wrong
to me and to all others
But I know I know for a fact he can fix it
but he wont
If he has the right person willing to help
He’ll use them worse than all the rest
Although he is no longer best friends with my brother
It’s the fact that he was, it’s the reason we met
I cannot picture life without him,
but I want him gone so badly
I don’t even want to picture our next conversation
I knew at times it’d be a one way road
I thought I’d keep walking along it pausing for him to catch up
But he caught up quick, striped my dignity, and froze in place
Now im racing in the opposite direction away from him
And farther towards my last day, my downfall, my destruction
And yet my ending words to him will always be
I’m sorry