Whats wrong with me
and who i am
i want to die
and i want to take your hand
i want to be with you
but im sceared of the pain
i never want to hurt you
but i dont think i can change.
my life is a roller coaster
spinning out of control
sometimes i dont know
which direction to go.
i can cry for hours
and still tell you im just fine.
but in my heart i know
i could fall apart
in your arms.
but i dont wanna let you see
how much this life is hurting me
i think about you day by day.
but still i feel i should pull away.
i wanna lay with you
and never leave.
but i know.
i could never change.
