Remember

I feel like letting go and crying uncontrolably
Let me scream to send the tears on their way
I am pushed and drained feeling torn and insane
day after day and night after night its still the same
The same feelings and same thoughts make me cry
I want to take my heart and hang it out to dry
Lost in a four by four square I sit and sing
Like a bird that can't fly from it's clipped wing
Sing me a song to fill my head to dream
Tell me a story to escape to my daydream
I don't feel beautiful when I don't feel free
It's dark, sad and cold now just let me be
Years have gone by since I felt some kind of peace
Everything I do and try gives me little release
There is no key to my cage around me
doomed in this plague filling inside me
Take this heart so brittle and fraile
And remember my face so cold and pale
Trapped and searching for any way out
Every chance opened closed by doubt
The only release is given by blood
Freedom is found as the floor floods.