reflected

how much would it take,
for you to see.
the girl in the mirror,
just isn't me.
As I look in this glass,
I feel so old.
the responsible girl,
who never does what shes told.
But you still don't see,
that i'm trying so hard.
to be who you want,
but i'm not getting to far.
This person is awkward.
confused,and neglected.
but you just couldn't see,
I don't like whats reflected.
i'm to dumb to be smart,
to plain to be queen.
invisible girl,
with nowhere to lean.
As I look in this mirror,
and I see her looking back.
it reminds me i'm nothing,
and I want to attack.
I fall to the ground,
the tears are flowing.
with no one around,
to see what i'm showing.
I am your daughter,
your friend and your sister,
reaching for hands,
to pull me out of this twister.
But as i look around,
and wipe away the last tear.
I hold my last breath,
and shatter the mirror.
So maybe one day,
you'll realize and see,
that that girl in the mirror,
...she was never me.