im so confused. i dont kno wat i want. why cant life be easy and fun? why cant things go good for me? what have i done to deserve a hell like this? why cant things go the way i want them to? its like i have to guess and choose. but when i do it not what i want. i choose the wrong things. all i want is for someone to love me for me. is that so hard to ask? i guess so. its like going down a road and choosin left or right, but you dont know where they lead to. one road is broken hearts and the other is road is unmended souls. so which road do you take. each leads in more pain than you can bare
