I've been sitting and staring at this wall for so long,
I'm starting to forget what it's like to be strong.
Trying so hard to break free,
Anything to get rid of this misery.
I'm pacing back and pacing forward,
No clue as to what I'm heading toward.
All I know is that it's something giant.
I can't help but dig my heels in and be defiant.
My mask is cracking, falling apart,
Trying to hold together my shattered heart.
Fingers are inches from the red button, self destruct,
Seconds away from committing disorderly conduct.
Want to cry, but the tears won't shed,
Need to do something, don't wanna end up stained red.
Blood running hot, temper on quick ignite,
What's happening? I said I'd never go down without a fight!
Author notes
I don't know. Written today, August 8th 2008.
Thoughts?
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did you take my thoughts out of my head? my mask is cracking, falling apart, Trying to hold together my shatered heart. perfect.
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