Wedding Night Gitters

Comatose diagnosis
my mentality surrenders itself to
x-rated dreams I have when you're not around.

The porcelain bathtub became red
mixing life force with chipping gravel
cascades of crimson surround me.

I can't breathe
  I don't need to
  You're inside me.

My skin grows cold as your fingers
trace the outer layers of flesh,
peel back all the impurity and take me
in my simplest form

inside your mouth, I dare not scream.

Master of darkness
  drenching me in the sweat of nights
I shall never participate
    I face your insanity because

I love it
      when you
          touch me

right there


                Don't stop
        I beg

Take me/take me/ take me
I'll cause a scene and then
your reputation's fucked

just like me.


Wrap your pretty wrists
around my neck and
Squeeze
it's the only way I'll learn
to behave
            like I know I should.

Bite me
          again
I dare you

I'm deseased
with a violence virus
medicate me
                restraints and
                body bags

I'll play dead
necrophilic princess,

I'm sick
        but if I told you
                      you'd love it.


Don't worry, my secrets safe
with me.