When All I Wanted Was For You To Know Me

So it’s quite clear what I have to say
But you don’t listen, you just turn away
Never have you heard just my voice
Nor my opinion my secret or my choice

But the truth is harsh so stop your excusive lying
Because I had to put up with years of lonely crying
You were never there by my side
Never a hero in my teared filled eyes

So why do you expect a happy laugh and smile?
I’m not going to fake it because you’re not worthwhile
Spending time with you, what a joy for me
When every time we do it’s me you never see

I can’t explain it what I feel
Because what ever it is can’t be real
Because the RULES say family is everything
But to all you guys I know I’m just nothing

So don’t talk to me please
Just ignore me as you leave
Not even a quick I’ll miss you goodbye 
Because you and I both know that’s just lie

Because this is my choice I never want to know you
Because there been way too much time that we can’t undo
I’m sorry if I hurt you by turning my back
But don’t be selfish remember all the times you did that?

I will see you still when I’m with family
And every time I do I still feel so empty
But you didn’t want me, not even just to know
So now I’ve made my choice to let you all go