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i am so confused
how can u plan me
my life and who i be
but theres another
door in my mind
i open it
and it told me
you dont know
wht you wanna do anymore
your mind is full
dont think nomore
so now im stuck lost
what can i do im still confused
can i talk to anyone
too many questions
can i write down
to many words
so instead ill
put it in verbs
ill express it
to everyone i kno
let me think
am i angry
is it pain
am i happy
this is insane
i dont know my mood
the mind spins
im askin myself
which one will i choose
maybe ill be straight forward
tell everybody wht i think
but wont they get tired of listening
to wht i have to say
is there a way to make it funny
be polite
but that wouldnt be gud for me
i have no answers
so far im full of questions
my last turn was church
to ask god for his suggestions
he say theres no easy way out
was i willing to take this route
i nodded
and fell to sleep
i wake and here i am now
i found my mood
im happy
cause i know wht to choose
i think freely
to be who i wanna be
im me
now i see
ill plan wht happen next for me