Relationship matters

Your eyes penetrate deep into me
my mind whirls, as you can see
You don't love me anymore i know

Why do you make it so hard
Oh, You love to leave me scarred
You love seems to be all show

You want to leave me, broken inside
You want me crippled, never to die
You don't want to be my death blow

My tears wet your shirt
I'm screaming and hurt
Just begging you not to go

You call it a break
But that's a mistake
You just want the gap to grow

I'm paralyzed and agonized
At your tries to hypnotize
me into believing the words you crow

You'll find another woman; leave me all alone
And I'll be trapped in life until I'm dead and gone
My heart will veto...


This is what you want
you know i will just die
You will give me anything
anything but love baby
Why can't you love me
I'd do anything for you
just to have you hold me
and tell me i'll be okay
But you tell me you can't take it
That you have to get away
You want this break
And i just cannot let go
I want you to stay
I want your affection
to seep out through the apathy
I want to know that being away from me
would kill you
but it won't
i'm not needed for your happiness
not necessary for life
I'm just too attached to you...


I didn't see you lies
I didn't see the misery hidden in your eyes
I didn't see the things that would cause our demise
I let this all come to me as a horrible surprise


You tore away everything i had
Beat me to the ground
If i had see this earlier
I would have left by now

Then you could be happy
with out me around
live your life out
with some stupid whoring cow

But you wouldn't miss me
you'll just love the sex
but what you don't know is that she had aids
and that you are next