I was so focused on being strong,
So focused on being alone...
Now where am I?
Do I not have a home?
I've been alone so long,
Like the moon, solo in the sky...
To meet another I'd be lost.
I'm hurting here,
Beyond the strength you see,
I have given up my body...
And worst lost my heart.
When I'm sad the rain comes,
Washing away the tears.
Only for that moment, can I lift my face, To every cold splash...
and feel loved.
In the rain I am understood,
The world is falling down,
Never to be the same...
Like raindrops can't be poured,
back into a cloud,
Nor can my heart open.
I stand, I fight, I break.
Alone.
Please tell me what you think
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I so know that over whamming feeling;
seems it never goes away.
Roses to you

Teresa


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I just wrote a poem inspired by yours and our friendship

PS: About to post it now. I think you will be able to find it as the title will give it away
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Know that you're not alone at all. The moon is the center of attention as the stars surround you. You are loved more than you will ever know. I have made a choice to be alone myself for the fear to have my heart broken again. I have lots of love to give someone, but afraid to do so. I know how I gave in the past to someone I loved and how many years turned into nothing but time with a stranger to her. It's like we never met and fell in love. She could walk away feeling nothing. She was stoned cold. I think I never knew her. Even though my heaart will always have a love for her, I know now I was just nothing but a moment for her no matter how much time we had inveested in each other. She was the one that tore me down and made me a mess for years to come. I had to rebuild! But I'm not sure if I can be strong like I used to be. The one thing I know is that you're very loved by me. I know it's not the one you're looking for to satisfy your heart, but at least you're not alone. You shine as the moon and I'm only one of the stars that surround you with love.



Ted E



