Life is a struggle

How can I live like this?

Standing in the rain,
No one can see my tears,
Hidden in the dark,
No one can feel my fears.

How can I live like this?

I'm surrounded by pain,
I feel it too,
But I have to go on,
What else can I do?

How can I live like this?

Everything is wrong,
Each a wrong decision,
Then everyone gets mad at me,
Is this a superstition?

How can I live...?

Hurt, pain, betrayal,
Death, heartbreak, rage,
How can I end this story,
When I can't even turn the page?

... Like this...

Whatever I do wrong,
Whatever I do right,
My friends are always by me,
All through the night.

I think of the end quite often,
And I do not fear death,
Then I see my friend's faces,
So I'll fight until my last breath.

Because all the pain and suffering,
My life, to me, has bared,
My friends, my family and my love,
Are there, already prepared.