i will NOT let bad exs stop me from of dating
i've learned quite a bit
from how to handle a cheater
and to not let them think i'm mad
that they shouldn't tell you not to tell anyone
about the secret notes he writes
to call him on his other phone
to act like you don't know me around your friends
that they're SHOULD pick the phone up 1st time around
not even free drugs can change make me want you
yes, you all you men
who just wanna bang me.
i won't be friends with benefits.
i HAVE changed
i won't do hardcore drugs
and i'm not willing to have a seizure again
not even their humor can make me take unknown pills
gulp down bacardi, and who knows what else is underneath the monster
i'll know the time is right when
i've talked to your ex
you call me christina, not dogg, or girl
you won't ask how far i've gone
you WON"T say i'm missing out when i finally tell you how far i have gone
you won't just wanna bang me
be my friend
and let me show interest in you.
when i know about your family,
how you treat women
what you think about sex
when i can trust you
and i can finally date you.
so i can realize the bad guys
just think of how many good ones
are out there.
i won't, i repeat won't let you bad guys keep me from dateing.
Author notes
I've figured this out tonight.
I'll be going to a new school, and i hope i won't have any stigmas because of it
comment please?
thanks
peace
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Comments
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Amazing
I had a problem sort of like this. You will never know someone completely I have noticed. My ex did the secrets and was in the end sleeping with my best friend. Life is a bitch. We just have to show it that we are the bigger bitch. Stay strong and keep writing. The balls in your court...see if the little boys want to play now. :]
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love the ideas
love the scatteredness of it all
but slightly confusing at parts to make sense of it


