My Shoes

i hide behind this smile
  i cry behind my laughs jokes
    to cover my pain
      who knows who i am
        i love no one and hate the world
          this life is not mine to live and not mine to give
are these even my thoughts
  is this how i feel
      or
        am i writting this to please you
          i live for others
            .....i think....
i could be wrong
  you tell me your problems
    while i write about mine
      too many
        too much
          why cant i give up
my life is preset
  some how that releves me
    no worries
      it frees me
        but shes like my anchor
          her love wont releave me
im all over the place here
  my thougths take me to hell and back
    racing to no destionation as fast as i can
      what goal is there to set
        let my hands take over
          they know what to do
they know how  i feel and how to tell you
          confused shocked bored loved anoyyed
                  but they lie all the time

                          Welcome To The World Of

                                  ~The Don~