It's only been a couple years
But it isn't really easy.
They come and go, those tears,
And yet he still makes me queasy...
It isn't an uncomfortable feeling.
In fact, I wish it would be here forever!
Every night I end up kneeling
Praying that he won't just say 'Whatever!'
This guy is my life
And I couldn't live without him.
I wish that I could be his wife
But that thought is just a whim.
Sometimes I know that things can't be
But other times I just wish it would come true.
Like how I wish that he would just kiss me
Or at least give me some kind of clue!
It would have to be a clue that's quite easy
Because I am not all that smart.
Yet it can't be anything cheesy.
I hope it'd be something I could feel in my heart.
This guy is my everything
But right now I feel dead inside.
My heart can't stop this feeling
Nor can it stop the pride.
I am proud to love him
But doing so is killing me.
My tears are filled to the rim
And he treats me like a banshee!
This empty feeling inside of me
Won't stay away from my heart.
He stabbed me instead of choosing to agree
And so because of this we have to be apart.
so this probably won't win anything but I thought i'd try... It's for Daniel... We broke up a while ago for extremely good reason but i still love him and I can't let go. Depression has come and gone, but now it's an empty feeling. I hope it isn't too off topic at the beginning but I can get a bit carried away sometimes. 
hope you like it! Thanks!
Adding your comment:
but i definitely got the emotions you are feeling. and i can so relate to that empty feeling youre left with after the worst part is over.
