P.S. I Love You & Forever&Ever Will.

Dear, The Air That I Breathe,

There's so many things I wanted to say to you. Like how gorgeous you sound when you yawn late at night, knowing that it's me that you're staying up for and how I'm touched by an angel everytime you smile, it lights the darkest streets and soothes the sordid mind.
There are so many things I fell in love with you over. The way you laugh when I say something not funny, how you make kisses down the phone to me and how somehow no matter how angry with you I am, when I hear your voice I melt, you have a secret spell on me.
How when I hear you sad and when I hang up the phone, I cry for you. How every time someone puts you down, I feel like screaming at them that I'm in love with you.
I was always so afraid of losing you, I suppose I never thought about you losing me. I hope now you realise I'm trustworthy and all the words he said about me were exhagurated or simply not true.
See even when we weren't dating, when a guy tried it on with me I'd tell him that I was saved for someone else very special; I never used to have that restraint, but somehow you do something to me, I just can't explain.
Your voice is sexy, soothing and an angels song, all at the same time and I know that as long as I can hear your voice or touch your skin, everything will be just fine.
The times I shouted or complained, it was only because being without you was the worst hell to pay; I just wanted to feel you in my arms and to look after you each day, protect you from the world and the words that people say.
I think I love you more than words can explain and I'm losing out on so much not being with you from today, I just hope you live your life and don't dwell on me too much, you need to live a happy life, trust me it's what I want for you. Please don't take your own life, we'll be together oneday again.
You'll hear me in the whispers of the wind at night, when laying in bed and feeling a shiver run down your spine; smell my perfume when you walk into the bedroom where we used to make love in and you'll see me when your eyes shut, when slumber calls your name. I'll never leave you, so don't feel pain.
I'll be watching over you until you fly right back to me,

Love forever,
  The girl who haunts your dreams.