Just Simply

Misery loves company
And that which it cannot have
Power, independence, strength
Or just simply lust

A raw pattern in soft pink flesh
A chance at someone else’s dignity instead
To stretch your limits and mine
To hold you down in silence

So at the mercy of your decisions
For what you may say, when we are done
I pray for only calm, confidence
And continuation
And for a small shutter of recognition
That you understand
I am not happy

We created rage, an obsession and a secret
One which you will never speak of
One which I will never admit
I am not happy

Keep me, in friendship and shelter
Gather me, in safety
Allow me, to return
Without questions, without words
Without judgment
With the understanding, that I need you

I am not happy
But for a moment, there is understanding
There is safety; there is a place to forget
There is you