&i fell in love with you
like that hardcore love they show on tv.
that kind you wish for, but never really wanna feel,
because whens its gone you're left with nothing,
and that nothing eats you up until you're left with nothing but bile and blood.
thats all i am now a trainwreck of bile and blood and hair, im a mess baby.
you said you were nothing without me but you're something.
babydoll im nothing without you but im lying,
im growing im strong im lying im weak.
im falling apart and hes taking over your place.
and all those mistakes and the memories i cant forget the black and the white
and the grey matter inbetween keeps pulling me back
you stay in my head for hours at a time and i cry and i cry
why wont you leave, why wont you disapear.
blood and bile thats all i am, and youre perfect and youre fine.
and im a trianwreck of blood and you dont care,
you want me to die, you want me in pain, you want me to suffer.
i remember when you touched me, when you kissed my head.
i remember when you held me like you loved me
promising me forever with that ring.
i remember planning our wedding, and picking out baby names.
i remember us.
what happened to us?
bile and blood. bile and blood.
without you im nothing, just bile and blood.
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idk if its what youre looking for steph, but its all i got. ily dolly.
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]:]: this poem= one mucho sad branders. babe, are you really feeling this way? you can do so much better than him, he messed up when he got with the other girl, you are so much more WITHOUT him! hes the one that needs you because without you his life totally sucks! i loooove you. i hope you win the contest!
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aw, I love this bby and it hurts so much that I know what this feels like. It's so painful.
"&i fell in love with you
like that hardcore love they show on tv.
that kind you wish for, but never really wanna feel,
because whens its gone you're left with nothing"
"and all those mistakes and the memories i cant forget the black and the white
and the grey matter inbetween keeps pulling me back
you stay in my head for hours at a time and i cry and i cry
why wont you leave, why wont you disapear."
^^^^^^^I've been there too many times to count.
This is so sad. I hate those moments of wondering what happened to us and I hate feeling like nothing.
This is amazing bby, like always.
ily ♥
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im just in an emo state or something with all of heart.
that made me cry, knowing i was experiencing something siiliar today... and it still must have me ripped up.
beautifull
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