I take the smiles of others
and make them mine.
Tortured by a sweet desire of death.
I wait until I am strong enough to live again,
before letting go of the fear that
consumed me for so long.
Should've let the pain conquer me completly
cause now i can't escape the nightmare I live in.
All my fears turn to rage
as it grows colder as I forget who I am.
Hidden umong the ashes
I start to wonder why I couldn't hold on
to a shred of hope in my last seconds.
where did all the strength
of hidin gall my pain go?
Burning up in a hazy smoke,
I scream as I twist in my grave
searching for the back door out of life.
Torn between two sides of battle
both hoping for a victory.
Not wanting to cause people pain,
I surrender
letting go of reality and torn by hope,
I fade in to the darkness till
nothings left,
but smoke...
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