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My heart will break every moment until I see you in the morning
Helpless and waterboarded by this night
In feeble hope I apologize again
A cry into the winds

All the miles between us
You'd turn into a canyon with rage
But I'd journey through any torturous path
I'd walk with barefoot blood-smiles through any flaming glass
And pray to reach your arms

I can't sleep now
Or ever, until you decide my fate - I volunteer you to be able
Redemption or condemnation
You'll let me cut out my tongue or I’ll rest for eternity

I'm a fucking cunt
I wish I could love you properly but I'm a fucking cunt and will probably always fuck it up
I don't deserve you

You where my salvation
You are beautiful, elegant and kind
You will always have my heart

I love you
I could never intend to hurt you
Your coldness is deserved
Stupidity manifests always as terrible actions
So treat my heart as you will, your better than me