i have been numb for the past while
while everything was changing
and now that the dust has settled
i can finally feel the pain
the things i push back
to the back of my head
and clawing their way
to the front
and confronting me
with all the mistakes
and poor judgement
jumping before i knew
it was safe
saving up feelings
for later
knowing that one day
i would hit the floor
that someday
those finer feelings
would wash over me
and it was just to much for me
so i'm shutting up again
going numb again
even though its too much later
it makes right now bearable
just barely
but i will make it out just fine
besides these emotional trauma
i'm still okay inside
i let go of the walls. and this is what happened.
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i heart spoon
&& did anyone notice my repeating words?
like::
i have been numb for the past while
while everything was changing
the things i push back
to the back of my head
to the front
and confronting me
it was safe
saving up feelings
it makes right now bearable
just barely
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OMG I DO NOT HEART SPOON.
wth. i dont remember liking spoon.
ahhhhhhhhhh.
omgosh.
i hate that band.
i mean finer feelings was good.
but that was uninformed grac talking
that was before i listened to other songs
and realized
THEY ALL SOUND THE SAME.
okay. wow.
glad that freak out passed. -
i did.
oh and i love the title too.
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i like the thing under
that says i let go of the walls
i feel the same
but probably worse
i feel not numb
but i can't let it in
because i'm too confused
i have NO IDEA
how i feel
or anything at all
but its good. yeah. -
hmmm. i wanna know.
its cute.
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