It started when i was ten

It all started when I was ten…

I broke loose
And let my hair fall to my waist,
I said whatever
And rolled my eye’s at peoples face,
I took that puff of life
And relaxed all my nerves,
I blasted music
And finally realized all my curves,
I opened my gates
And let ships come in,
I broke damns
And sinned,
I tasted juices
I never tasted before,
I’ve done some things
That left me craving for more,
I’m growing everyday
And letting out my roots,
I’ve done some crazy things
For a stash of loot (money),
I’ve teased so much
That it left a few people sore,
I’ve played to much
That it left people naming me a  whore,
Sweet nectars
Played and teased my tongue,
I went wild
And let myself have fun,
I’ve dipped my toes
in forbidden lands,
I’ve experienced things
That were never planned,
I’ve traveled the world
Saying “screw everyone”,
But then I get back in focus
And regretted what I’ve said and done,
I’ve lied, cheated, and stolen
So I could get ahead,
Then I woke up from my dream
Realizing I am no longer ten.