gone gone gone

sitting home getting high
it's the only image proven to satisfy
the only one good enough for me
who wants to live life anyway?
I have my fun here
doing nothing
wasting my life away
goodbye reality
hello sweet fantasy

they all come to me
all my friends
all my joys
let's get fucked up tonight
let's mess around some more
come watch the show
as you see me die away

but is there a reason?
why am I doing this to myself?
with a loving father
loving friends
they do nothing but help
and I push them away
until they don't want to see me
until they can't stand my sight

fuck this
I'm done fighting
it's time to let live
just watch this pathetic world go by
what else can you expect from me?
it's not like I was a great student
it's not like I was once fun
it's not like I was once good looking
but wait...
I was

I'm wasting away
and everyone's watching
those who tried to help
don't know what to do
for I'm gone forever
and I can't go back now