Two faced

person: Now listen Tiffany take the knife out of your hand.
you have alot to live for.
Tiffany: You don't understand!
person: No I do dear girl I see that your hurting!
But think twice before you do this you might not be certain.

Tiffany: Do what drop the knife then be claimed insane.
I know it's not that it's just this pounding in my brain.
I'll just cut my wrist and watch the glorious crimson fall down.
person: But what about the people that love you,do you want them to frown?

Tiffany: Care about the people who didn't offer any help.
Who cares if there sad, they only cared about themselves
person: Cared about themselves well look at what your doing,
You have a three month old baby think about his viewing

Tiffany: Don't bring my son into this you have no right
person1: Yea because killing yourself won't effect his life!
He needs his mother to love him ,to live!
You think he'll be proud of what his mother did!

Tiffany: It's for the best of him i'll ruin his life if I'm here!
I don't want my son to know my sickness,stop! don't interfere!
person: OK,calm down Tiffany let's start from the beginning.
What caused you to do this,I'm all for the hearing.

Tiffany: It's the voices in my head,they won't stop shouting,
telling me everyone hates me,saying everyone doubting!
It's the pain in my body scratching to get out.
I can feel it in my throat,crawling in my mouth!

I hate this empty world, I hate this lonely place!
I want to gouge out my eyes,rip off my face!

Look at my hands see how there shaking!
That's the demons inside,my life they want me taking.
My love left me,He didn't give a f**k!
I knew it would happen,oh just my luck!

person: Is this about a man, a man who can be replaced!
Is this the reason why your soul fell from grace?
That's a ridiculous idea to end your life!
Did he make the earth, Did he make the light?

Tiffany: But I loved him with every fiber of my body.
He went and broke my heart,left me broken and bloody.
He told me he cared said he heard the voices too!
Then laughed in my face,and said "I never loved you!"

person: But what about your son love you he'll always do.
You'll be queen in his eyes,right he expects of you.
Listen tiff just drop the knife it will all be OK.
Tiffany: OK ? OK! I don't want to live another useless day!

Why live? What's the reason know you answer my questions!
Come on big shot, what's some of your suggestions?
person: Well we can get you some help to stop all the voices.
Tiffany: Be on more pills sorry kid not one of my choices.

person: You can talk to a doctor...
Tiffany: No try again!
person: Tiffany stop this foolishness, give me your hand!
Tiffany: You think I'm crazy too, yes the voices claim it!
your not here to help,come on kid just abide it!

person: No Tiffany,you can't see me you don't know who I am.
Maybe I need you to live ,maybe my life's in your hand.
Tiffany: Then who are you.what's your name.
let's go show yourself,come on take the fame!

person: Look into the mirror.
Tiffany: How can that help?
person: I said look into the mirror!
Tiffany: I see only myself.

person: What do you look like explain it to me.
what does the mirror show what do you see?
Tiffany: My eyes are bloodshot,my skin looks old.
Even though I'm only 18,my body is cold.

My hair is a mess, my hands they quiver.
My heart aches for rest,death must be delivered.
person: But do you see me? I'm there with you.
Don't you see Tiffany were one not two.

Tiffany: What are you saying - that you are me?
Tiffany2: yes I'm your soul whose making you breathe.
Tiffany: How can I save my own life.
Tiffany2: Think about the future ,look into the light.

Tiffany: But it's so hard,it aches to take another step.
Tiffany2: I know it does,I know the depth.
But i'll be here with you,
i'll help you get through.
Put down the blade, and get help for you.

live this life each day,for that baby with your eyes.
Don't let him grow up sad,don't let him hear lies.
Tiffany: I'll do it for him, I'll live for my son.
Let's never let him know what Mommy's almost done.