The Letter

You cannot blame me for the choices you make
Or for the choices you don’t make
For your mistakes you’ve made for yourself
I know I hurt more than anyone probably has before
But I did love you

And even if you don’t listen to what I say and don’t believe me
It doesn’t matter
Because I know what you meant to me those thousands of hours ago
When the waterfall was our haven of dreams and miracles

But you just have to understand
And I’m afraid that you never will

But just to let you know
I’ve been afraid of loving too
No one has touched my heart the way you did
No one has looked at me in the eyes and said they love me the way you did
No one

I always think there’s someone there
That maybe something will start
But it never does
Because I get scared
And I tremble inside and tears fall down my face that I let no one see

You can blame me for how you feel
And become a lonely man

But it was you who always told me
That whatever I chose
You would support me in my decision
Even if it was to say no to you and leave you

But you never thought that I would actually do it
And you knew I had to
You knew the whole time
You just didn’t want to accept it
And I’m sorry for that

And I know that you are reading this now
And are still thinking ill of me
And have the deepest hatred for my soul and being

But I’ve moved on boy
Go to her
Your other lover that you have
She’s waiting for you to come hold her close to your heart
And for you to never let go
Maybe she’s the one for you

People get hurt
This life isn’t a fairytale where there’s always a happy ending with love
Your heart gets broken dozens of times before the right one mends it and keeps it sealed tight
And holds you in their arms
And you are bound together for eternity

You just have to move on
Think not of the past for it will drive you mad
That’s what I’ve learned
And I use your own words
“Why do you insist on making yourself miserable?”

I just want you to be happy
And to acknowledge my apology
I hope that you could just understand
But we can’t have everything in life
We just have to take what we can get
And hope for the best

I wish best of luck to you boy
Go find her