Time spent Wasted is my biggest regreat
Hours in this place I'll never forget
Sitting thinking about the things I've done
The crying, the laughing, the hurt, the fun
Now it's just me and my hard drawn guilt
Behind a wall of emptiness I allowed to be built
I'm trapped in my body just wanting to run
Back to my youth where it's laughter,no worries, just fun
But the chace is over, theres no place to hide
Everything is gone including my pride
With reality staring me in the face
I'm scared, alone, and stuck in this place
Now memories of this place flash through my head
The pain is obvious by the tears I have shed
I ask myself Why? Where did I go wrong?
I guess I was weak, When I should have been strong.
I Pretend to be fearless, so fast, and so cool
In actuality I was lost alone and acting a fool
I'm sick of wasting my life for this tiresome game
Can't take much more of the hurt,pain, and the shame
The day has come, I'm getting out
New start,new life,it's ganna be great without a doubt
Now I have another chance to make it right
I'll never give up, not with out a fight


