The Only One Who Can

If I could confirm the screaming
Then maybe I could convey
The state of insanity my body is in
My mind in disarray

Forget the time
Forget the day
Remember when it all started
Why it began that way

Why did I create
My own personal nightmare
I became what I wanted
In turn I lost what was fair

I don't know what I am
Alive or just remembering
Broken logic forced to reconcile
My lost dreams of philanthropy

Help me!
You're the only one who can
You made me whole for a while
Then I broke apart again.

I don't want your love
I don't want your sympathy
I only want what help you will give
To help me rewrite this symphony