Why did i say those words to you?

this poem is to my dog snickers.
Why did i say those words,
i didnt wanted you injected with something that would kill you.
Snickers,
i want you back.
I wanna say goodbye
i hate myself for saying those words.
I should have just let you go,
But i thought you woulnt have made it through the night,
Snickers,
you held on for me.
that means alot to me.
But i didnt like the way you died.
Snickers,
Please Forgive me ♥.
you were my world, my best friend, my hope,
All i have left is broken heart and faith.
Slowly i am repairing myself.
Snickers, all i want to say is sorry for letting you die alone.
I should have went with you but i couldnt handle seeing you like that you looked so misserable.
the only i didnt go is becuz i didnt want to watch you die the way you did.
I am never leaving you, I promise.
Snickers,
you mean alot to me.
I miss you soo much babygirl♥
You are forever in my heart ♥

1/20/07 a date that will never be forgotten.

Goodbye babygirl and dnt forget i love you and miss you alot ♥