I never wanted to admit,
That I知 past the crazy line.
Of sanity and comfort,
I知 slowly losing my mind.
I was always so much stronger,
I always tried to be so brave.
But then I saw the real world,
That痴 when I started to cave.
The world has hurt me badly,
And these wounds will never heal.
I never thought it壇 be so hard,
To say that I can稚 deal.
You look at me and wander,
What happened to the girl you see.
The one you branded happy,
But that girl was never me.
I致e spent my whole life lying,
I put on a mask for you.
So you would think I made it,
That I would actually make it through.
But now you know who I am,
I知 a stupid little girl.
Trying so hard to make it,
In this fucked up twisted world.
I never want to hear to you cry,
Or make you feel so sad.
I知 sorry I知 not better,
I知 sorry you feel so bad.
But I have come to realize,
Exactly what you do.
You expect me to be perfect,
A little copy of you.
But you池e plan has already failed,
Because I知 the fucked up stoner, geek.
Someone you値l never love,
Because I知 just so numb and weak.
I will not try to ask you,
To understand this pain.
Won稚 even ask for help,
Because I知 far to past insane.
But maybe one day you値l notice,
Who I am, and who I can be.
Until then I値l live my life,
Knowing you値l never see me.
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