5 Months

It's been over 5 months.
Why won't you leave my thoughts?
One day, you say I'm cool.
The next, you think I'm a fool.
You said you would date me.
To my heart you stole the key.

I can't stand this.
I hate you for what you did,
What you've done.
You used to be so fun.

I wish I could get over you.
I wish I knew what you do.
I'm sick of this. I want to live!
I don't have any more love to give.
You stole it all, no right to take it.
You took it all, not leaving one bit.

I can't stand this.
I hate you for what you did,
What you've done.
You used to be so fun.

If you were planning on hurting me so bad,
Why say the lies the night before?
To my dreams, you broke the door.
I was happy, ecstatic, in like.
Love came like pedaling a bike.
Go away, never come back.

I can't stand this.
I hate you for what you did,
What you've done.
You used to be so fun.

You were so much fun
But you opened your mouth, and ruined it all,
Just in two little words, on little dare.
I did the dare, hoping you would take back the words.

I can't stand this.
I hate you for what you did,
What you've done.
You used to be so fun.
It's been 5 months.
Take back your words.
I'm sick of feeling guilty.
I love you, I hate you.
I know you feel the same way.