I sit here thinking,
of my past
just wishing
it would last
but like everything
once its done
you cant change it
the time is gone
it will never
come back again
so ill write to u know
of how i felt then
I loved you deeply,
and you know who you are,
well, who you were
and then you were my star
I couldnt wait,
to wake up,
just so we could talk
enjoy a few hours with you
you made my life tolerable
I was and am now
the definition of a misanthrope,
for a little while
you changed that
and I thank you for it
because it was great at the time,
but now it just strenghtens
my harsh judgement upon all of humanity
I love and despise you

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