Heartache

I met you early this year,
You made me laugh so loud,
You were such an entertainer,
Not afraid of any crowd.

Then you got to know me,
And I also got to you,
And then you went all shy around me,
And I didn't know what to do.

And then we sort of bonded,
Through virtual cuddles and kisses,
I felt like the happiest girl alive,
And I'd love to be your Mrs.

It's been about a month,
Maybe even two,
And everyday I wait and wait,
So I can talk to you.

But then there is a problem,
And it's gripping me with fear,
Will you go with someone else,
Before I meet you, my dear?

It pains me to look,
At the date in my diary,
And it makes me hurt inside,
And my heart burns all fiery.

"Because the one thing that I know,
That's killing me inside,
Is that it's going to be years,
Before I meet you," I sighed.

The distance is killing me slowly,
My heart aches everyday,
And only when I get to meet you,
That pain will go away.

But until that time,
I'll put up with all the pain,
And also all the tears,
That turn into the rain.

But don't you worry sweetie,
I love you no matter what,
And all the riches in the world,
Won't tear me from what I've got.

I've got you and that's what matters,
And I'll smile in the rain,
Because no matter how hard I cry,
You're there to pick me up again.