My Family

i have a
father
mother
and a
sister

my father aint never leave me
neither did
my mother ever decieve me
my sister aint drug me up
and hell i aint no fuck up
but i hate my family

shit, i dont think we belong
so i hate them for that
i hate them for loving me
because i don't love them back
i hate them for being right
when i swear they are wrong
i hate them for being there
when i told their asses to leave
i hate them for hurting me
and for not loving me past my pain
i hate them for putting me through
the the most intense emotional strain
ive encountered in quite awhile
ya see
because
i have a father
who i look at in disgust
because he carries around a masculine musk
more like a stench
that makes my fingers clench
at the sound of his voice
or movement of his feet
i swear i'd deplete
his air supply
just
because
he's a guy

i have a mother
i stare down,  and ignore
because i don't need her anymore
beause she wasnt there for me when i cried out
so with no doubt
i have no mother

i have a sister
whos a blister of a lady
i swear she drives me crazy
her perfection, makes the detection of her soul
to me obselete
and with an incomplete
mind,
i swear i waste no time
in disagreeing
and mocking her ways
she is 2 years older
2 years wiser
2 years of hatred i have built my self up
in jelousy and in anger
for she has taken away every man i ever loved,
every friend i ever adored
she has taken away my heart
and my soul is no more

my family
never left me
my famly never
screamed
never broke up
(even though i dreamed)
never cried
never died
never tried
to love
anyone else
other than
their damn selves