The stars have spoken.

Ive had events my whole life
I walked in bloody footprints
Ive witnessed backstabbing nights
You dont know me anymore, you dont know what i meant

My loves been crushed, redirected and theres no more respect
Again i sit in my dark cave getting bent
So im ready now
To surround myself with light
I realize now
You pretended to be heaven sent

Your changing again day from day
Please just find and be yourself, it is the only way

I think ive lived on Earth before
I remember it being so much more
I see no difference between lovers and whores..

I need a friend
Thats all i need
Something real to mend my head
I no longer know real from pretend

This is not a cry for help
Just a cry goodbye

I scream and yell, cry and yelp
Im scared i cant control my highs

Which means im getting lower
Day from day
I try to live my purpose
But whats the price to pay?
Im ready to turn and run away

People dont help me anymore
So i turn inside
I dont know quite what im looking for
I will run but i refuse to hide

Ive been given
Gift of the sun
Through natures pain i am driven
My work is never done

I have stole
Gift of the moon
Now they want my soul
They claim theyll have it soon
But i wont return the moon

So the stars have spoken
Right now they dont want power in my control
They said im far too broken
My nothing cant get full

Yes, i see the truth in this
Filling nothing is no necesity
Which lessons did i miss?
Care to retrace some steps with me?

I need an external opinion
I have been the devils minion
Until humans with love chose him to slay
Then i quit wandering around looking for things to obey

Partial payments to stay asleep
My potential is controlled
How deep is too deep?
I cant disregard my soul

My wings are spread
They have begun to flap
I hung my head
But the rope snapped

No longer happy, no longer sad
I now understand the death of my dad
Im grateful to have met The Man
I accept that in which i will never understand

Black holes sucking me in
But i hang onto hope with my one final limb.