Thought Distractor.

Thought Distractor

Writing, fighting, living, biding time till the day i must die, i try so hard to not lie, love doesnt start thigh to thigh, im good on being awake ill sleep and fly, the future im keeping because i know its mine, existence is so blessed divine, ive walked narrow shaking lines, i am always fine, i dont ditch and dine, food is sacred, think of a starving ethiopian, he just keeps hoping, we quit hoping, judging by the substance were smoking, the potential gets lower, fade to fade, what is the price i must pay to just get away, whenever i please, i hate being trapped tick tock tick tock, forever flying away from the flock, morals keep me away from a self defeating lifestyle, still i think and dream all the while, its worth while, i give green paper to a authentic style, but its probably less money then you, sometimes i enjoy being gone from this ordinary limited perceptual life, i am attached to thee infinity, troubles and pleasures are many, im sure you too have plenty, my past completes me, re-thinking of memories and people gone defeats me, you cant beat me, just let me be, then join me, so you too can see why you fear and create a greater understanding of why your here, please wake up, we live like sitcoms, its corrupt, its fucked up, enough is enough of this digital age, were willingly becoming enslaved, were governing ourselves, our freedom has lost its good health, we got ignorant humans living for 'wealth', a bank statement with larger numbers than i ever want, ever wonder the impact of what and how you were taught? or why youve experienced all that you have? imagine a life with differant goals, one where you stop digging your own graves hole, and use only wooden bowls, and live off the land, not off the man, why does education feed us one view when theres so much more to learn, such better things, american was fonded on blood, we commited genocide on the real "americans", i think we are learning and growing up, generation by generation realizing situations that start ruts, you can never question too much, living in the now is hard when the present is scarred, but the present heals it progresses with times wheels, dont be ashamed to feel, i bet there is things you regret, so stay conscious and dont take unfair bets, find your strengths, embark on positive change, never think your name is normal, words are just sounds, giving meaning by the program of you as a child learning speaking, when fun is depleting and you think your drowning focus on every reason why you shouldnt be frowning, im sorry if i get away from you, i value friendship, i really do, they got me through parts of life, the parts where i got my own bloodstains on razors and knives, i was sad, it got bad, the meaningless and pointlessness really got me, but i really have a purpose and i will save earth, if not this life then the next time my soul is given a body at birth, the purposes are plenty and sometimes seem obsolete, but i know if i leave this existence many people be hurt and weak, id like to thank myself in the past for choosing to think and earning respect, without those two things im scared of what i be, im glad i will never know how life is for those who have acted to abuse days in the 'self' worshipping haze, forgetting their values, or giving them away, people who work hard get paid, im not talking about just money, helping yourself is anything but funny, its a serious affair when it needs to be done, yes i understand life isnt always fun, but dont let yourself feel trapped and get hung by temporary emotion, troubles dont last forever, and emotions are controlled by thoughts, alot of this is learned knowledge, not just what i was taught, im happy i dont fight myself everyday no more, im sad america is a breeding ground to such whores, control your temptations addiction isnt great, sacrifice your fling for a date, this world should escape rape and racism and murder and such, i think it be cool if the whole world would realize enough is enough.