heartbeats

u scream out u want to stop/ u want to get better/ but alone amongst the whispers/ their stares/ no one hears u r could it be they just don't care? cause the expect u to fail / u 're so frail/ they hold the power/ the truth is as much as u cry u' re lies of redemption/ u love this power/  u want to relinquish yet u 're so scared / of what lies ahead after ed / y let go of this grip when it brings u warmth and comfort? u toss and turn at night when the fears u hide in the light come to explode in u 're mind at the dimming of light/ a deadly grip takes it's toll/ u say u don't know/ wake up screaming oh so cold terror makes u run to the mirror make it all better/ illusions dance in front of glass whispers and lies u try to hide ana ana she hollers out/ she'll make it right .. take it a step further lean over the porcelain god one two three.. u cough and gasp now flush the shame down then u' re not to blame push back the tears cuz weakness cannot be shown/ but tell me miss bunny did u ever stop to think maybe hiding is the greatest weakness of all? the truth u can't hide anymore skin grows thin in the end heat beats faster but not with anti caption to the game dehydration.. malnutrition...self stravtion.. and the truth of the matter is that the lies u tell u 're self aren't what kills u .. it's the secrets u have tucked and pushed deep inside..