I Tried.

I tried so hard to bleed for you,
but it didn’t matter what I did.
It didn’t matter who I destroyed,
It didn’t matter who I pretended to love.
They wouldn’t love me back,
They didn’t care anymore.

I prayed that I’d be okay.
I swore that I would make it out,
But here I am,
Fading faster now,
Breaking,
Falling apart.

I couldn’t get you love me,
Couldn’t get you to look at me,
Couldn’t be good enough for you,
But I swear,
In the next life,
I’ll be better.
I’ll show you who I can be
And what I will do to change how this was.

I just hope you love me better.

I pray you will love me.

Dream of you beside me,
Helping me to breathe,
Telling me it’ll me alright,
Even though you know he’ll never stop,
Even though you know he hates us.

I just need to know you care,
Need to feel you breathing.

Please love me,
But if not now,
Love me better when it’s over.